Monday, July 18, 2011

fog & god

this past weekend i was at a friend's cabin. on sunday morning i woke up randomly at 7:30. couldn't fall back asleep. i sat up & looked out the window at the lake. there was a thick layer of fog covering it & i felt like it was calling to me. so i grabbed my i-pod & ran down to the dock & just sat for a while.

after a while of silence i threw on some aaron strumpel vespers & just opened myself up to the lord. the first song i listened to is called "used to". beautiful lyrics.

"won't you talk to me
like you used to
like you used to
when i was young"

it really hit home for me. i miss god. so strange to miss someone who's always been right there...

as i stared out where the lake and the fog blend together, i felt like i was looking at god. like he was staring into my eyes.