after a while of silence i threw on some aaron strumpel vespers & just opened myself up to the lord. the first song i listened to is called "used to". beautiful lyrics.
"won't you talk to me
like you used to
like you used to
when i was young"
it really hit home for me. i miss god. so strange to miss someone who's always been right there...
as i stared out where the lake and the fog blend together, i felt like i was looking at god. like he was staring into my eyes.